[ But you do have suspicions, he wants to point out, resisting the urge to do so. There is no one else here to have answer the questions and Emet-Selch can be both insistent and persuasive when needed; neither is needed right now. They are not planning and plotting, Emet-Selch is not trying to entice the other party in to a specific end. They are having a conversation over dinner, as partners.
Once, he was as adept at this as anything else. Once, he could have two conversations at the same time, one with whoever was in the kitchen, and then a separate one over the dinner table, pouring over paperwork. He thinks he would be ill-suited to that, now, rusty as he is at the whole endeavor. ]
Nothing prevents us from incentivizing further accidents.
[ That is all he will contribute about the subject; whether or not they kill the ruler does not functionally matter. Someone else will rise up, and none of it will have any impact unless they manage to find Meteion. The petty concerns of rulership are beneath both of them, but the servants are not, for Viktor, and Emet-Selch cannot blame Viktor for being himself any more than he can blame the sun for shining. ]
I see. [ He mulls all of the new information while picking at his stew, unable to stop turning about in his head the way that Viktor had gone to the same place Aepeymetes used to go, with the stark difference of returning to himself much faster. And if they were to rejoin - there's no way to know that brevity would continue. Much as he wishes for them to have ever edge, every advantage available to them, Emet-Selch does not wish to see Viktor's hard work sacrificed to achieve it, not if they can manage another way. Mostly. ]
And what will you do with this weave? With her flowers?
[ Viktor pauses to take a bite, chewing over the possibility of getting more embroiled here. It itches, ignoring the imbalance, the suffering, but getting tangled up in rebellion now would be foolish when annihilation sits just beyond every conflict on their star. The cat's cradle beneath his ribs twists and tightens, but his duty is now larger than the conflicts that used to take all his time. His limits seem to lie below him now, not above; Viktor cannot help but think of Venat, of Hydaelyn, tangled up in fate in much the same way.
His heart aches. But the people will be stronger for solving this themselves. Better not to grow reliant upon singular champions to settle disputes of rule. ]
Rendering aid to them where I can while you handle our other matters m-must be enough. [ And it almost soothes him, except- ] If the little shite continues to choose violence, though... [ Viktor arches a brow, shoulders bouncing. He does not finish the thought.
Instead, he watches Emet-Selch pick through his own meal and wonders at the weight upon his shoulders. Each of them has found a uniquely painful problem on this reflection. Darkly amusing, to think that they might have an easier time if they could trade tasks - it is not to be, though. They would not have these problems, were they not each exactly who they are. Little to do but try to offer comfort, to ease the weight, where he can.
Beneath the table, Viktor nudges his foot forward until the two of them are ankle to ankle. ]
Push myself further. Stabilize her soul and our other reflections. [ Hotly, he adds, ] Take what is m-mine. [ A moment later, though, Viktor's mouth flattens into a thin line, ears drooping as stares down at potatoes and carrots. His fire flags, gutters. ] 'Tis my h-hope, at least.
[ He must consider what exactly that means, but does not dwell quite long enough to let silence settle in between them. It feels ridiculous, talking magical suppositions to a man who likely had a hand in revealing much of what the people of his time know of magic. Viktor is no stranger to feeling like a fool, out of his element, but it is not nearly as easy to willingly embarrass himself when it offers no real benefit to anyone else. Explaining takes effort, scraping up the sort of courage he still uses so rarely. Unshuffling the scrapbook pieces of his mind, then laying them out for judgment is excruciating. But he does it. ]
Aepymetes talked of t-trading aether, like tying ribbons to trees. Markers. 'Twas a map of the star, of the people and places he loved. He used it to move, aye? To carry himself and his friends across Eitherys. I- I believe that spellwork can be built upon. If I c-connect with what has sprouted from my soul, if I make a strong weave of us, I think... I could use that magic to f-find. Find Meteion.
Edited (i wrote that tag last night and realized it was atrocious today after work lmao) 2024-12-17 21:36 (UTC)
[ But it could be here. When all is said and done, Emet-Selch would not find himself overly surprised if this were one of the locations Viktor wished to return to, to wrap up unfinished business. Emet-Selch cannot bring himself to be upset about it, either. To have the potential of a length of time spread out before them but no driving need to do any particular task first is a very good carrot to dangle upon a stick. ]
If he continues to choose violence, there are plenty of cold stone stairs that would be dreadfully easy to trip down while using.
[ He is inclined to do it anyway, not out of any misguided urge to help the staff, though he is not opposed to the idea of it. Moreso that he simply mislikes anyone who is deeply tedious to work with, and the spoilt prince is very high up there. At least with Vauthry, he had a hand in his manifestation and he was exactly as designed. This one is cruel just because he can be, because no one larger than him has ever batted him down a few levels to teach him humility.
Far more interesting than the useless waste of breath is Viktor's plan, though. Emet-Selch works his way through the bread, soaking up the vast majority of the stew broth, a habit long since left over from when the stew fillings were few and far between, but the bread - or a rough approximation of it, could be made somewhat easily. ]
He did, aye. If that is the path forward, then I am to assume you would prefer to look over the spellwork for our veil, then?
[ Not that it is overly complex for someone who had studied for countless lifetimes, but for someone who hadn't... Then again, maybe he won't need to. Viktor seems to grasp concepts with the ability of an Unsundered grasping memories simply hidden, rather than gone altogether. Emet-Selch could not do spellwork simply by feel and impulse as easily as Viktor has managed to time and time again; it stands to reason he could do this again. ]
I would not dissuade you from it, but I would... urge caution. Especially given the scale. I would prefer not to find out what happens if you were to manage the equivalent of sewing your finger to the weave.
[ Emet-Selch would have the princeling dealt with in a quarter bell. No mess, unless he wanted one. It is hardly becoming to find such ruthlessness impressive. And yet, Viktor must hide a smirk behind a sizeable bite of carrot and meat, and then his hand as he chews. Weeds and briars of meeting violence with violence aside, there is something to be said for a man who could casually talk of toppling a regime over dinner and have it done before before bed, but doesn't, because he knows you both have better things to do.
It is probably best that they do have better things to do. Between the two of them, there is little they could not solve, could not change to suit what they both thought best for the star. The realization is somewhat sobering, but the dread it instills is tempered by the fact that such things won't matter if they don't settle the problems bigger than they are, first. Which starts with... toying with magic that neither of them understand entirely. Fantastic.
But, Viktor amends after spearing a potato. Isn't it? Fantastic? Hadn't there been a time before returning night to the First, before the end of the Dragonsong War, before Dalamud fell, when war had been a specter and want was not yet a dirty word and he, just a boy, desperate to understand the hum of everything that rang around him? Viktor's gaze swivels up to settle on Emet-Selch, and the strangest bubble of laughter spills out of him, little more than a hum at first with his cheeks still full of food. How absolutely absurd, that the man who had a hand in orchestrating near every event that would shape a curious child into a weapon, is the one who now coaxes that deeply buried desire back out of him. Who makes Viktor want again - want to learn, to grow beyond what he'd come to believe he was meant to be.
He chews. He swallows. He giggles for a few seconds more. ]
Apologies. Life is- 'tis funny. [ Viktor sits back in his chair, not quite tipping it onto two legs, but nearly. ] Aye. I will have care. Well familiar am I with getting a bit too... tangled up in aether - hopefully one or both of us will be able to stop me doing it again. I would like to see the make of our veil to start, but- 'twould be easiest for me to actually see it, I think. Rather than hear or read the th-theory. Can you... [ He hangs, gestures vaguely in the air. ] Can you lay it out? Perhaps, make a visible approximation o-or charts and diagrams?
[ Emet-Selch could have the princeling dealt with in a quarter bell, if Viktor would only allow it. While they are on far more even footing now than they were at the start of their little adventure, there is a part of Emet-Selch aware enough to recognize that were there a leash to be held, it would be Viktor whose hand it rests in. The collar does not sit as tight as it once did, either. Less hands wound tight 'round his throat and more a steady, solid pressure, reminding and tempering him.
The laughter is more startling than it ought to be, perhaps. Emet-Selch looks up from soaking stew broth into the latest slice of bread, eyebrows climbing up to join his hairline. ]
Is it. [ For all that it is not uttered like a question, it is one. Would that he could read Viktor's mind and know what it was that was so amusing, but Viktor does not elaborate and Emet-Selch finds himself a new task to occupy his thoughts, mulling over Viktor's request. The short answer is no; the charts and diagrams he could whip out would be borderline incomprehensible to anyone who hadn't spent the better part of their life studying magic and he cannot imagine it would do more than confuse Viktor further.
The problem to be solved is an interesting enough one, though, and he's quiet for a few moments, chewing thoughtfully, barely tasting the meal as he considers the options as they are. He could attempt to simply explain it, bruteforcing his way through but that would not be a sufficient solution, he fears. Just as likely that they get annoyed with each other because Emet-Selch lacks the patience. Hythlodaeus would... Stars, what would he do, he was always better at this sort of thing.
Hythlodaeus would look at it as a fun little challenge, he thinks. One best solved by something physical, tangible. Glasses, maybe. An item one could wear that would simulate the same view, if dimmed. A passable solution, though something twists uncomfortably in Emet-Selch's chest, a disdain he can't quite shake about the idea of making light of something once so rare. Were he better, maybe he would find it satisfying to be able to share what so many regarded as a gift; as it is now, to do so would feel too much like a betrayal of what once was. ]
Any chart or diagram I could hope to lay out would be so incomprehensible it would be useless. [ No, they've an answer, and it sits between them, tangled in the both of their souls. ] A more...efficient solution would be to lift the veil and allow the use of my eyes, effectively.
[ That level of detail work is not something he has actively practiced, nor is it something he is certain he could successfully maintain, along with the barrier keeping the both of them apart. The magic is too new, and Viktor is too unpredictable. But given the alternative... ]
The veil I've placed between us exists to keep us both separate, safe from...comingling we do not wish to occur. To lift the veil to that extent - there is a chance, a small chance but one nonetheless, that I may not be able to fasten it down once again. Or that one or both of us, receives rather more than we intend to share, should you think to agree.
[ Surprise brightens Viktor's expression, mismatched eyes widening. Not so long ago, this conversation alone would have been an impossibility. Now, they navigate toward the unthinkable with impressive ease. Lowering their veil is a danger, both to Viktor's physical form and to this delicate thing they've only just cultivated - he knows that. And yet, it does not cow him. This is the right course. The swift path to stopping Meteion before even those pockets of gentle calm still lingering on the Source are burnt to nothing.
And it would be a lie to say that seeing with Emet-Selch's eyes, glimpsing the flurry of his mind once again aren't deeply, almost embarrassingly thrilling prospects. ]
I cannot imagine a situation in which spellwork would fail you, Emet-Selch. That does not number among my concerns. If- if you are comfortable doing this, I want to. 'Twould certainly ease learning the spell's make for me. [ Viktor reaches out, but does not grasp Emet-Selch's hand. Instead, he settles his palm upon the table, close enough to be an invitation for contact, without outright asking. ] And as to the matter of shared m-minds...
[ Viktor's gaze searches the room, as though he might pinpoint the right order for his scattered thoughts in its darker corners. Were it someone else, were it a Scion or a Sharlayan scholar or one of the countless people in need of saving, he would simply put on his hero's smile and tell them not to worry, that everything will be fine.
Hades is none of those. Hades sees through his smiles, veil or no. ]
Trust me when I say, there is nothing in your past that would change my dedication to our duty. [ He breathes, a hesitation, unsure if the rest is worth saying. ] Nothing there that could change how I feel about you now. And I would not hold your own thoughts, your own feelings against you. Nor would I... hold you to the same for me. But, should something painful float between us as we work, it- it is worth trying to overcome together, aye?
[ He half-hopes that Viktor will have the sense to tell him that no, this is an insane idea. If they're going to be doing role reversals tonight, that is one he would not mind seeing, Viktor being the more cautious party to Emet-Selch's impulsive offer. Of course, no such luck; they are going to be foolish and impulsive together, it seems. ]
Ha. The flattery is noted, but not needed. [ There is no humor to the dry little ha that escapes from him, but it is without an onze of bitterness or mockery. Typically, when someone utterly incapable of magic on the same scale makes an insinuation that Emet-Selch can or cannot manage a piece of spellwork, he barely notices, their opinion barely worth listening to let alone cataloging and considering. Viktor is, as always, the exception. More than that, while Emet-Selch does not think he would be able to build an entire city as a recreation, to manage the building blocks themselves - the buildings, the component materials - Emet-Selch thinks Viktor very well could with minimal fuss. It stands to reason there would be others on the Source who were capable of the same, were there a teacher for them. The thought sits heavy in his stomach, not quite dreadful, not quite exciting, but an uncertain, unceremonious mix of both. ]
I would prefer a night or two to prepare. I am...relatively certain I can adjust the spellwork as we need, but would feel better about the process were I to have sufficient time to plan for - [ For what generally seems to happen to the best laid plans when they involve both of them - something going awry. ] - contingencies.
[ Viktor's reassurance are kind, but unnecessary. There is precious little that lurks within Emet-Selch's mind that he would not care for Viktor to be privy to. His past actions are laid out in lurid detail in countless books and hushed stories, and while they missed some detail, most were accurate enough. Why he is so reticent to perform this, even he isn't certain of. The fear is not that Viktor will look in the tangled mess of his head and find something so abhorrent he leaves; he's too practical, too focused on the world to let that stop him even if he did find something too hideous to consider.
The issue, Emet-Selch thinks, gingerly reaching across the table to draw fingers along Viktor's palm, tracing the lines of his hand like leylines in a bit of spellwork, the issue is simple closeness. Letting someone in, when he has spent thousands of years layering countless protective shells between him and the fragmented mess of the world. He doesn't know if he even recalls how to. ]
You will not...dig. If we were to. There will be precise boundaries set into place, and I expect nary a toe to so much as ilm toward those boundaries. For your sake and mine.
[ Fate line. Life line. Sun line. In the circus, one of his aunties had practiced palmistry. He remembers little and less of the mechanics of reading fate in the lines pressed to hands, but he recalls quite clearly how fairgoers, she'd said, preferred the closeness of contact to cards or divination done with crystal spheres. There was a thrill in the idea that hidden truth was etched to skin, like freckles, like scars, the means to read it had been lost to all but a few.
Emet-Selch's fingers dip into the divots that hold no secrets of fate. There is nothing there to read, Viktor knows, no meaning to be found as Hades traces the curve of his heart line, but he still must fight the urge to shiver at the light brush of contact. He bends his knuckles up, letting his own fingertips meet Hades's palm, and exhales a soft huff of laughter, little more than air through the nose. ]
S-someone must brag about you from time to time, if you will not do so for yourself. [ His head bobbles up and down, quiet agreement. ] You've much on your plate. Take all the time you need to prepare. I- I appreciate this.
[ But Emet-Selch then answers his question with command. Viktor's ears ease back, expression stilling. He stares at their hands - an easy, uncomplicated point of focus. This is necessity. Work that needs must be done if they are to take their fight to the far reaches of the void, to mitigate the damage done to their star. Other emotions need not play into it. ]
I won't. [ Despite his best efforts, trying to sound neutral, a hint of strain frays the edges of his words. Foolishness. ] I imagine the spell will take most of my attention, and even if it did not- [ His gaze flicks up, a stolen glance at Emet-Selch's face. ] -I would not pry.
[ That Viktor is always warm surprises him sometimes. He doesn't forget so much as he's just made aware every time they touch that Viktor is alive, that he's warm, real. A reminder he is alive. The heat of fresh baked bread pales in comparison, much as Emet-Selch is reticent to touch Viktor when he's been eating with those hands and hasn't washed them. He doesn't think Viktor will care. ]
I would brag about myself and my particularly clever endeavors if anyone besides you would understand the scale and scope, let alone why they were impressive or clever.
[ Not so much a complaint as it is a weary observation. Viktor's reassurance prompts him to tilt his head, watching Viktor's wayward gaze drift about, sneaking a look at Emet-Selch. ]
I do not expect you to pry, but neither do I expect either of us to...effectively guide the magic, untested as it is. 'Tis less a matter of guiding and more a matter of...swimming against the current should said current attempt to drag you under.
[ If he's being honest, he hates the idea of flaying himself open, allowing anyone - even Viktor, maybe especially Viktor, the ability to look at the softest parts of himself. The ability to see souls hadn't always been a deeply personal ability - a rare one certainly, but ultimately unexciting given aught else he could do. Now, it is long past novelty and into something else entirely, and that, combined with the memories attached- he will do what is necessary. Even if he is not thrilled about it. ]
'Tis a warning to myself as much as you.
[ Of the two of them, Emet-Selch knows he cannot be considered less emotional, even if he masks it better. ]
[ He sounds so exhausted. Even as he plans for the future, maps out every possibility and bad end, still, he keeps one foot in the past. The sigh that escapes Viktor is soft, fond. It tugs one corner of his mouth up, setting a crooked smile on his face. ]
Aye, and have you actually tried b-bragging? Mayhap to Beq Lugg? Oh, or Hancock. [ Their little home in the Crystarium is full of frighteningly brilliant minds, Viktor knows. ] You are not... an emperor, a legatus, a courtier anymore. When you spoke before, aye, the people listened. But authority m-muddles the message. You are just Emet-Selch, the sorcerer, a fellow survivor, now. [ Viktor knocks his head to the side, into his shoulder, ears flopping. ] Mayhap it is worth another t-try?
[ His smile settles when Emet-Selch explains himself. Viktor cards the hand not presently being traced and toyed with through his hair. It seems to Viktor that everything they do is untested, unknown, unsafe. The people of the star have been mapping new territory since Elidibus was toppled and history's three guiding hands were finally eliminated.
This is his chance. To be more than an errand boy for those with bigger, better ideas. To connect to what he was and claim full rights to his own soul. To never, never again deprive a reflection of his soul of their right to thrive. He will take it. Fearlessly. ]
A warning heard and heeded. [ With a shift of his hand, Viktor closes his fingers around Emet-Selch's palm. ] But I am not worried. Not if this is a step on the path to Meteion. T-to... becoming more me, without losing them. I... want this, and so, strong currents, gale winds, or soaring mountain peaks, it matters not. I will swim, I will walk, I will climb. And should you find yourself dragged under, I will fetch you, and bring you with me.
[ Elidibus would know how to handle the situation with the other fragments of their friends. Not the Elidbus of the last few centuries - he would be just as lost as the fragments, Emet-Selch thinks. But the Elidibus of eld, the one who Emet-Selch trusted for countless lifetimes with his and others' lives, unhesitating. He would not sit at the dinner table, morose over stew. ]
I promise, I will live without anyone to lord my superior intellect over. [ Dry as Thanalan's deserts. Emet-Selch takes the offer of kindness for what it is, though, letting Viktor grasp his hand, not even saying anything when Viktor puts his hand in his hair despite using it to rip hunks of bread off. Irritatingly, he just finds himself horrifically fond of Viktor, perhaps especially so in that moment. ] Is your intent to summon them to assist us in our hunt for her? Those...versions of your soul you do not wish to subsume.
[ He tries, to the best of his ability, not to put any expectation or weight into the question. It is in fact raw curiosity - while they would not be whole, they would be similar enough, would be possessed of the power and ability to try and take action that others would not be able to. How many of those shards yet live is the question. How many would follow if they knew the truth about Emet-Selch is the other. ]
I assure you, I am perfectly adept at keeping my head above water. [ Mostly. Even if it doesn't feel like it sometimes. Emet-Selch idly drags his thumb back and forth over Viktor's knuckles, going back to his stew with single-minded determination before it cools to an unpleasant, coagulated state. Against his ankle, Viktor's own rests, as warm and reassuring as the rest of him, even when Emet-Selch doesn't deserve it. ] When would you wish to make this attempt?
your bf just wants to turn himself into a quantum computer emet-selch nbd
[ Each one of them would heed the call, he knows. Each would readily sacrifice themself to save their reflection, their star. And that is the last thing Viktor wants. Seeds, carried to distant soils, settled and sprouted into beautiful blooms all their own - they deserve better. Too many shards have already been spent to shape the soul of Azem into Viktor. Viktor is not sure he could find the same kindness for himself, but he can manage it, for them. ]
I would leave each of them where they are.
[ He trails off, fetches his fork, and helps himself to a hunk of meat, gaze going unfocused as does the mental math necessary to explain his ideas. ]
That first summoning spell, it relied on the fact that aether wishes to return to that from which it was separated. Remind it with a tug, and it will snap back to place. I've felt this, in using Azem's crystal. [ The fork, again, becomes a baton. ] The pull, the thrum, the snap. 'Tis the thrum I am most interested in, the moment of resonance before movement. The feeling- it is exactly like the moment I touched his- my- our mask... for the first time... again. It is my echo. And I know my echo.
[ Viktor angles his head, like a more solid idea might fall out of his ear. ]
If I can grasp that thrum, stretch it, and resonate with my reflections, 'tis my belief it would make a web of our power, our knowledge. [ And perhaps Aepymetes's memories. Viktor does not mention that. ] With the weight of it spread and shared, I could harness it properly. Search beyond the bounds of our star. Meteion is of Hermes. She is of Eitherys. I need but seek that missing piece of our home in the dark.
[ It feels insane when he says it out loud. Dream-like. But so too does it feel like knowledge etched into his barely seamed soul. And perhaps it was, in part. A note scrawled once long ago, a lead with no follow, 'til he had the means, the desire, to take it. Viktor does not notice how little his words catch and trip him in his explaining. ]
I would attempt it as soon as possible, but more pressing... [ Viktor's attention comes to focus on Emet-Selch once again. He'd said to leave it until tomorrow, but it troubles him, Viktor can tell. And so, it troubles Viktor, as well. ] You've children with no teacher and the threads of Creation at their fingertips. That seems the more urgent matter.
[ Viktor hangs, mouth still open. There is more to say. Emet-Selch still thinks himself a monolith, like his phantom Amaurot, standing apart, alone; all that is left of a lost time, enduring, unsullied by this new world. But not even Amaurotine stone could weather the weight of despair, not divided, not alone. ]
And you are allowed to need, you know. Whether it's- [ He snickers. ] -someone to understand the scope and scale of your achievements or...
[ Viktor picks through his stew, selects a chunk of meat, and pops it in his mouth - surprisingly high quality, given the lordling's penchant for keeping all for himself. It does not occur to Viktor that Emet-Selch might've adjusted what was served to them. ]
Someone to paddle for you when your arms are tired.
Edited (crying what did I do with the small tags) 2024-12-21 19:25 (UTC)
[ He thinks to object, initially. They might need all the help they can get with what must needs be done, but they are only slivers of a whole. Lacking in the power, the expertise to be able to adequately effect change if they cannot control their powers or themselves. Teaching one student is difficult enough when he's nearly whole; teaching a slew of them would be - well. Not impossible. He's going to have to sort out a way to do it with the shards of the Ascians, one way or another. To add a few into the mix wouldn't be impossible.
The decision is not, cannot be his, though. It is Viktor's and Viktor - Emet-Selch finds himself wholly distracted from the last bit of his meal pooled at the bottom of the bowl, eyes drawn to Viktor like a moth to flame. For all that Viktor seems uncertain about the path forward, when he begins explaining, none of that carries over. He speaks as if he's attended Anyder, as if he's been doing this for hundreds of years rather than a paltry handful.
For a moment, Emet-Selch thinks, it is the closest to home he has ever felt in thousands of years. I love listening to you talk about this. I love you, Emet-Selch thinks with quiet revelation, the thought surprising him each and every time it occurs. He hadn't thought such a thing possible, and yet every so often, Viktor reminds him that it is, impossibly. ]
Keep your fussing over me to a minimum, if you would. We've plenty of real issues to worry about without catering to my - [ A pause, the faintest twitch of his lips. ] Tired arms. Or pride. They will discover the body tomorrow, and while I do not imagine the sting will have wholly faded, in a few days we ought to make our way there and...introduce ourselves. It would, I think, be worthwhile for you to come along.
[ Emet-Selch can manipulate as well as make peace if needed, but he does not remember how to manage Viktor's ability to speak to people at their level, in the way they need, kindly, effectively. Without searching for an angle, or soft, fleshy spot to exploit. To talk to them as they are, not how they were, with thousands of years of expectations laid upon them. ]
Your shard may also have wisdom on how to sort them out. It would behoove us to speak to them first.
[ Two birds with one stone. Already, he's mulling over what sort of lesson to teach in the morning and what items would act in a fashion similar enough to Viktor's description. Something old, made of component parts that wish to be together because their aether knows no other way. A rock, perhaps; while unexciting, it would serve the purpose of very old. A tree, mayhap, if they can find one old enough. He'll mull over it tonight, maybe. For now, he finishes off his stew and steals his hand back with a final stroke of his thumb across Viktor's knuckles. ]
You wished to snoop about where we ought not be tonight, aye?
[ That Emet-Selch has ever opted for honesty with him is a blessing. Even at the best of times, he is inscrutable, too well practiced in hiding his reactions, and probably too dog tired to feel much of anything at all. Layer upon layer, making a mystery of what lies beneath. Except-
Except Viktor's learning, finding subtler cues in shifts of attention, in pauses and absences, in minute changes to the set of his brow and those lantern eyes. And most tellingly, in the veil set between them, emotion muffled like a conversation the next room over - too faint to be clear, but felt, none the less.
Emet-Selch looks at him. Emet-Selch often looks at him. But this time, there is such light in him, in his eyes. Viktor cannot help but think of a house, sat abandoned, having its hearth lit and tended for the first time in ages, made into a home. A second later, Viktor realizes - really realizes - that he, himself, is the cause. His suppositions, his theories, not just politely considered before moving on, but perking bright interest. He is not sure what to do about that, except smile, and so he does, a sweet, unselfconscious grin. ]
I'll keep my fussing over you mostly to m-myself, then.
[ It is not lost on him, either, that Emet-Selch has chosen a more peaceful tack. Not merely sparing these children, but engaging them with the intent to help. Viktor's heart does something very silly, but it does not surprise him this time when it does.
He smiles down into his stew as he finishes eating, enjoying the way the warmth still lingers on his skin, even after Emet-Selch has taken his hand back. When he finally glances up from his plate, it is with unhidden fondness. ]
A few days to study the veil, a visit to the Sea, and then we found your first school of arcane science, mm?
[ Viktor pushes himself away from the table, clears the dishes with a lazy flick of his fingers, then claps his hands together. A proper adventure, finally. Excitement sets his eyes to sparkling. ]
It's about time we got up to something f-fun. Shall we have a proper sneak, or will you be using magic to f-facilitate?
[ It ached to look at Aepymetes full-on, back when he had the ability to. It was not unpleasant, necessarily, but it was a little like staring into the sun, willing his eyes to make sense of the overwhelming brightness and light of the other man's soul. Now, Emet-Selch thinks, he needn't use his soul sight at all. Viktor smiles, bright and unselfconscious, from across the table and Emet-Selch finds the sensation is the same. He looks, memorizes, until Viktor turns his attention back to their meal and Emet-Selch finds himself released from the spell, suddenly able to turn his attention elsewhere again.
He's content to pick at bread until Viktor finishes, only to find the next sentence makes his fingers nearly slip on the bread. Embarrassing. A school? Emet-Selch knows Viktor is quite mad for doing half of what he does, but suggesting a school is--
Well. Once the initial, knee-jerk you must be joking fades and Emet-Selch gives it due consideration, he finds it is not, in fact, a horrific idea if one removes the obvious issues. There is no one else - quite literally, with the same broad experience he has in so many fields. There is no one else, save for the dragons, mayhap, that knows magic of all types the way he does. There is no one else who has dedicated several lifetimes to the pursuit of knowing and understanding that magic. Because the shards couldn't help to harness even a fraction of what they once could, he'd justified it with, but was Viktor not proof that was incorrect? Was Viktor not clear evidence that given time (and rejoining) one could scratch the surface of what once was possible?
Viktor is speaking to him, again, cheerful and intent and Emet-Selch has to wrest himself out of the spiral of too many thoughts, forcibly looking at him, making himself listen rather than get trapped in his head. ]
I'd rather not risk being caught and I've no desire to creep about like a common thief. We shall be invisible, though that invisibility will have no effect on sound. Have a care where you place your feet whilst we walk.
[ He is, annoyingly, speaking from long, old experience of vanishing and spying and then smacking his foot against a desk, the noise, and his swear making it obvious he was creeping about in the old Emet-Selch's offices, attempting to get after-bells reading in. Vexing, what the mind decided was worth keeping, when there was so much he wished had been maintained. ]
When you are ready.
[ It is effortless to snap and make alternate versions of them appear, ghosting through their routine in the main area. From afar - if someone were to peer inside the window, or attempt to knock and grab their attention, they would answer, and speak a rote series of responses when asked. None in the castle would have a high enough understanding of magic to know they were false, unless they attempted to attack them. After a moment of consideration, Emet-Selch feeds a bit more aether into them, makes them a little more real, just in case. The false Emet-Selch sweeps off to make tea, and Emet-Selch himself turns, magic humming at his fingertips, ready to make them both invisible. ]
[ Viktor loves this. The little gap where he can watch Emet-Selch reject and then reconsider an idea — his idea. A little like pulling pigtails, there's a strange sort of thrill in tripping up the most eminent Emet-Selch. Epiphany paints his features with a glow Viktor would love to lock into place, but likes even better as something fleeting. A lucky thing for him, and only him, to catch. ]
Oh, very well. [ Viktor makes a show of sounding put out, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't welcome the reprieve from potentially being stopped every ten fulms to help someone with something.
He rises and fetches his robe, stopping to watch with plain wonder as a second him manifests, tucks in near the fire and produces an embroidery hoop to work on. It is distractingly strange, seeing two Hadeses, a second himself, but eventually Viktor puts his attention back on his robe.
Emet-Selch urges silence, and so Viktor turns the thing 'round in his hand. ]
Do they think? [ He asks as he examines his coat. Like picking fuzz, he touches and tugs at it, moving aetheric threads and turning any metal bits that might make noise into softer embroidered embellishments. Then he pulls the robe on, fastens and smooths it down, and cinches any bits he deems too flowy, sleeves that might get caught, an excessively long sash.
He cannot help but crane his neck to try and get a better look at the new silhouette. The end result is far sleeker than his usual garb, but not bad, all things considered. He tips his attention back to Emet-Selch with a grin, dodging the false copy as he makes his way toward the exit.
If you wish to be accosted by the unwashed masses, you may do that on your own time.
[ A sniff. He's got no interest in being waylaid when they have useful tasks to attend to, but he doesn't begrudge Viktor for the desire, even if that desire is not necessarily shared. ]
Do wh- [ The question is so out of the blue that Emet-Selch is jarred from his thoughts as effectively as if Viktor'd smacked him on the back of the head. Ah. Hythlodaeus. Of course. Emet-Selch can't blame him for asking, and glances over the two figures, lingering. ]
No. I was intentional about ensuring that could not happen again.
[ Hythlodaeus would find it terribly amusing for him to have done such a thing again, but Emet-Selch was careful. He had already erred once, and the idea of creating them after already doing that to Hythlodaeus - no. He skims through the magical makeup of both of them just to be certain, but there is nothing out of the ordinary. There was, he thinks wryly, nothing out of the ordinary with the shade of Hythlodaeus, either, but he also could not bear to look at him for periods longer than a few moments. ]
They are - for lack of a better word - programmed to act as we do. A set routine, and then retiring to bed. Were they attacked, they would manage a passable effort before ultimately expiring. They would be able to tell us who made the attempt, though.
[ So long as Emet-Selch recognizes the face that they show, anyway. He glances over to Viktor once satisfied his manifestations aren't about to accidentally gain sentience when he looks away, and then looks at Viktor, the curve of his waist, the spread of his shoulders in the robes, and swallows. The magic that settles over them prickles, like a faint cloth tossed over their heads. Emet-Selch can see through the veil to the changes Viktor's made, but the moment the enchantment falls Emet-Selch is relatively certain he goes invisible as well as Viktor, to Viktor's own eyes. ]
I've had practice in snooping about while invisible. If you are satisfied, we may leave.
[ Not happen again, he says, and Viktor does not expect the ache that threads itself between the gaps in his ribs and pulls something taut. As a rule, he tries not to ask questions he does not want to know the answer to, but supposes he must stumble into them eventually, from time to time. These copies are mere puppets. Less than mammets, as like. They will not wonder at their existence. They will not hurt when they are unamde. They would not make for fine companions for the shade hidden beneath the sea. Hythlodaeus, not Hythlodaeus, who sees the world with a clarity near to the original, who sits alone in the dark. ]
Bed together, eh? [ A faint grin. ] 'Tis quite the useful spell. [ Mumbled, filling a silence while he thinks. Not the time now, but later, he will ask about the dream thing Emet-Selch bottled up. Can it think? Could it be planted in Amaurot, cultivated into something more, something that would be whole enough for Hythlodaeus, so that he is not alone? Would it be welcome? Could the two of them figure a way to do more than that, still? Or does such thinking cross over into the sort of Wrong that stokes angry fire?
A difficult conversation. For later. For now, Viktor settles on: ] Do not let me learn it or you will never know when I am actually at-t-tending those logistics meetings in the Crystarium again.
[ And then, they're both gone. It is disorienting, watching the real Emet-Selch fade to nothing and being left with a base simulacrum. Viktor stares a moment longer, like he might glimpse some truth about the real man if he can spot some oddity in his copy, but the false Hades simply sees to his tea, entirely normal.
Invisibility feels near exactly as Viktor had expected, light as damp air on a late spring night, faintly fizzling against his skin, making him perpetually aware of its presence. ]
It's like starlight. [ Viktor says of the magic, a touch of wonder in his voice. On instinct, he reaches out for where he thinks Emet-Selch's hand still lingers - where he can feel his presence. ] I assume your s-sight means I am still visible to you. C'mon then.
[ Whether or not he manages the brush of fingertips he seeks, he turns, opens the door, and slips out into the chilly fortress. Viktor trusts that Emet-Selch will follow as he slinks light-footed down the hall, hugging walls as he turns corners, mindful of the few people still out wandering, but not so overly cautious as to slow them down. He is, plainly, practiced at sneaking - good to know he hasn't gotten rusty in the years since necessarily transforming from shadow to beacon.
Few true obstacles stand in their way. The closest thing they arrive at to trouble is Viktor needing to stop himself from giggling over a guard so disengaged from his station that he sits hunched over a romance novel, reading by candle light. With minimal fuss Viktor navigates to the inner courtyard, bringing Emet-Selch to the root cellar with the confidence of someone who has lived and worked here for years.
Annoyingly low ceiling aside, it's not unpleasant beneath the castle. Cold, but not too cold, and well kept, smelling only of earth. Viktor turns this way and that, orienting himself, and then makes his way to the sparsely stocked shelf that he is near positive hides a passageway. ]
[ When he is cruel, it is intentional. The cruelty is merited.
Given the chance, the one exception he can think of is the shade of Hythlodaeus. He had not intended cruelty in its creation, had not intended anything other than set dressing, and yet, he had been cruel, undeniably. He continues to be cruel by not grasping both hands into the illusion of Amaurot, rending it in twain.
If he were willing to be truthful, he'd know he couldn't. Being somewhat responsible for her fall weighed heavily enough; he doesn't have the wherewithal in him to destroy Amaurot again and absolutely could not muster up the ability to knowingly destroy Hythlodaeus, even if the real one sits in the aetherial sea. Neither would he ask Viktor to get his hands dirty with work Emet-Selch is too weak to manage. Too weak to kill Hythlodaeus, just cruel enough to make him linger in a half-existence because of his cowardice. ]
Useful enough, aye.
[ A distracted answer, idly thinking about all the times he'd used that spell as Solus especially, eager to escape prying eyes and have time alone to himself. Viktor, as ever, drags him from the past into the present, intentionally or not. A second, then he processes Viktor's other statement and manages a wan smile that Viktor cannot see, but may hear. ]
Why do you think I haven't taught you either? You're already a menace.
[ It does, he supposes, feel like starlight. He'd activated the spell thoughtlessly, not bothering to think or feel anything about it but forgotten that with all of this new to Viktor, to have the spell cast would not be a normal, rote part of one's day. He lingers. Lets Viktor grasp at him and makes sure he misses the first attempt, then gently corrects him, sliding his fingers along Viktor's forearm, down until their fingers twine loosely. ]
Of course. Wouldn't want to lose track of you.
[ He does, of course, toss a silence charm about the two of them just to be safe. It won't do anything if one of them does stub their toe, but it muffles the whisper of robes or the grind of boots on stone, and allows them to slip silently through the fortress. Better still, following Viktor lets Emet-Selch indulge in simply looking at him, admiring the silhouette of him from behind greedily, knowing he won't be caught doing anything as embarrassing as gazing.
Emet-Selch ducks to enter after Viktor, nose wrinkling. He hates cellars. Dark, dank little places they've no business being in when there's a perfectly warm, servicable bed awaiting them. With a particularly put-out little sigh he studies the shelf enough to memorize its rough make and then Emet-Selch obliterates the shelf with a snap and reassembles it out of the way, revealing Viktor was correct. A second passageway sits, cobwebbed, darker, danker, colder. Emet-Selch thinks again, longingly, of bed, and nudges Viktor's back. ]
[ Emet-Selch's menace finds his fingers entwined before he can slip away entirely, grasped by nothing but familiar, welcome warmth. Kept, as ever, by someone unseen. Funny, that he can feel it now. Funnier still that Emet-Selch should be concerned with losing track of him. Just as Hades swore to always answer the call of Azem, so too would Azem never conceal himself from his Emet-Selch completely.
Though chilled and tired after a long day, Viktor thinks not of heavy blankets or soft beds. Warming enough, the promise of adventure — real adventure, and not merely another necessary chore in dire need of doing to stave off the end of the world — had on a hunch, and taken not alone, but with one much beloved. Hades does not seem to share in his excitement. Later, once they've solved the mystery of this passage, Viktor will find a way to make it up to him.
With the shelf out of the way, Viktor paces deeper into the dark, catching cobwebs between his ears and swiping them away with a grumble. Before long the narrow passage widens, what little sound there is echoing deep. ]
Well. I'll need another b-bath after this. You? [ He's only half joking, but clamoring back into that oversized tub for a soak together does sound like a fine prize at the end of this excursion.
He keeps close to the wall as he moves, eventually pressing a palm to the packed earth walls and dragging fingers over the surface. Tiles. He feels tiles. ]
This calls to mind Gelmorran ruins. [ Viktor stops, calls light to his fingertips to get a closer look at what he's discovered. Glossy, black, etched with swirls — and then, out of the corner of his eye, further in the dark, something glints as it moves, many legs skittering further back into the dark.
Viktor peers back, where he knows Hades is, but cannot see. ] Extremely like Gelmorran ruins.
Eugh. Why is it whenever we go out adventuring it is to the coldest, most miserable, most spider or other wretched creature infested -
[ Now that there's no one to hear them, his complaints continue, echoing faintly in the stone halls as Emet-Selch picks his way down the stairs carefully, grimacing when he steps in something wet. What would have business being wet down here? Eugh. ]
At least one. You're mistaken if you think either of us are getting within a yalm of bed while we're- [ Oh, well. Gelmorran ruins are at least somewhat interesting. He strains to recall what, or who used to inhabit this place before the obnoxious princeling and then more pressingly, tries to recall if there are any elementals they might need to contend with. Probably not? They tended to (wisely) give him and others a wide berth, after a few encounters which ended terrifically poorly for them. Elidibus had been borderline distraught afterward; Lahabrea had absconded with one of them in the aftermath and Emet-Selch was never certain if Elidibus was aware or not. ]
You will not be overly cross with me if I simply eradicate whatever might be lurking down here, will you?
[ He has no desire to actually fight and he's relatively certain there's going to be some manner of unpleasant beastie down here. So long as it's not a person, or something or someone sentient, well, he thinks Viktor ought not have too much to protest about. Squinting into the dim lighting Viktor provides, he tries to spot any sort of torches and, upon finding none right away, impatiently opts to simply make them, a half-dozen ghostly, glowing green lights illuminating a path forward from where Viktor stands. Something skitters, loud enough he can hear it, and Emet-Selch sighs again, weary. He has cobwebs in his hair, he can feel it.]
They sell out of all the adventure rather quickly in warmer climes, you know. P-particularly hard to find on s-sun drenched sandy beaches - but we can have a l-look the next time we find ourselves at one.
[ His ears twitch, one tilting to track the sound of that something in the dark, seeking more. A second later, green light flares to life down the corridor and he turns to take in the newly illuminated path with a laugh. ]
Will I be cross?
[ Though he has no cane, no axe at his back, Viktor is hardly unarmed. He could call for Ingrimm, he knows, can picture the gnarled branch leaned in a corner of their quarters. But that hardly feels necessary down here. Instead he crouches to retrieve the dagger tucked into his boot, scanning the flickering green light for signs of unnatural movement.
He spots something, a glint of a carapace, a glimpse of something large clung to the ceiling.
What waits down here? Only vilekin? Undead? Another wretchedly arrogant necromancer, perhaps? He is, he must admit, excited to find out. Excited to delve into the dark in a way he has not been in a long, long time. ]
Emet-Selch... [ An audible grin, an incredulous arch of one brow ] You must reach them first to eradicate them. We'll talk of whether I'll be cross a-after.
[ He punctuates his words with a flick of the wrist. The dagger flashes, flies, and a second later, embeds itself with a crunch in the nasty creature stuck to the ceiling down the hall. It screeches and falls, and Viktor bounds after it, a hound scenting its hunt. ]
I fail to see how. Plenty of civilizations were built in perfectly serviceable climes. Plenty are.
[ Whatever it is that lurks down here sounds as if it has more legs than it ought to. Hythlodaeus and his pity approvals; now, more than ever Emet-Selch is certain other are some creatures that should not have seen the light of day whatsoever. Two legs - four, maximum, are perfectly serviceable. ]
Yes, I would hate to take you out for enrichment and then deprive you of it.
[ It is, he admits, good to see Viktor so easily excited. To see him without the shroud of expectation and duty, as he actually is, how he would be, potentially, without Hydaelyn's corrupting touch. Freed from the need to be performative, to re-earn a mantle he's earned in blood, sweat, and death countless times over. ]
I would rather know now so if I snap them away, you are not - [ Oh, there he goes. Emet-Selch rolls his eyes to the ceiling, a wretched mix of weary and fond, and strides after him with a far more relaxed pace. ]
You had best be throwing daggers only; otherwise, I will make you rinse before entering the bath. The last thing I want is entrails floating amongst the salts.
[ A pause, to pull a face, lip curled in disgust at the too-many-legged creature skittering with Viktor trotting after it. He ought to let Viktor have his fun, but the idea of him covered in gore is not appealing and so the moment he's close enough, he snaps the creature out of existence here, and drops it and Viktor's embedded dagger somewhere else entirely. He has all of a moment to be smug before he sees a flicker of movement and several others bleed out from the shadows, all skittering legs and shiny carapaces. Emet-Selch sighs heavily, and summons a small bundle of daggers for Viktor, smacking them against his chest. In the tone of someone who knows he's lost an argument, and with a weary, lazy little wave of his hand, ]
Aye! [ Despite knowing there will be nothing to see, Viktor still glances over his shoulder. Heedless of stealth, as though eager to let every creeping thing know right where he is, he calls back, ] And all the good adventure gets scooped up right quick.
[ This hypothesis, of course, hinges on the incredibly subjective meaning of "good adventure" and the preferences of the man defining it. A man who still looks back on his first trek into the Aurum Vale with fondness - who wants for nothing more than to delve into places rarely seen to have his mettle tested, to forge stronger bonds with those dragged into danger beside him.
Viktor skids to a stop when the vilekin disappears, disappointment dragging his ears down. He scoffs and turns. ] You speak of depriving me of enrichment and in the very next breath! Honestly. [ Not cross exactly, but certainly the sort of heatlessly fussy he hasn't had the time or luxury of being since Fandaniel erected the first of his hellish towers on the Source. He juts a finger toward the space where the arachnid used to be. ] That one still counts as my k-kill.
[ Emet-Selch presses knives into his hands, and Viktor laughs. ] Come now, d'you really think I'd get viscera on these robes? [ He would. Besides the point. He juggles the bundle of knives to his right arm, unbothered by the scurry of too many legs coming closer. ] You'll just be s-snapping them away, then? [ Viktor takes a single knife in hand. Channels aether into the blade until it's near impossible to look at straight on, brightening the passageway enough to illuminate the mob of creatures rushing forward. ] Tsk. tsk. Hardly s-sporting.
[ He flings the blade hard as he can, grinning when it slices into the encroaching mob of creatures. Like pulling a string, Viktor tugs his fingers back and turns, shielding his eyes from the gross incandescence that explodes behind him. What isn't shattered by the tear of Light through the air is stunned to stillness by the magical shockwave.
Viktor gives his head a shake. ]
This is your fault, you know. You could've cultivated a sh-shard where all they did was opera or epic p-poetry. Fewer spider-ridden p-passages, then. And we could be doing some thing you l-like.
[ The hmmmm Emet-Selch lets out may give the idea that he thinks they have very opposing ideas of what 'good adventure' might be. For all that he protests, there's a stretch of time here in the middle where he doesn't forget the weight of all they must accomplish, and what is the cost of failure, and neither does it fall to the wayside; it is simply a problem to be addressed later. For a moment, they are as close to normal as one can be in either of their positions, and it is...comfortable. Familiar, like finding an old jacket one forgot they had, sliding it on and finding it still fits. ]
There are plenty more wretched little beasties for you to play target practice with, quit whining.
[ Viktor's question, with its obvious answer of yes, you would goes unanswered save for a squinted, incredulous little look Viktor cannot even see, and a sigh, drowned out by the thwoom of magic. ]
Who's to say I didn't? Maybe it was terribly boring and so we never attempted it again. [ Emet-Selch peers over Viktor's shoulder at the damage wrought and hms, this time appreciative. Not even a bit of viscera on Viktor's robes, lovely. He amends that thought near as quick as he has it, not trusting Viktor not to go rooting about with bare hands that he would very much like to touch him later tonight while they're in bed. ]
Please tell me you don't intend to loot any corpses left over.
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Once, he was as adept at this as anything else. Once, he could have two conversations at the same time, one with whoever was in the kitchen, and then a separate one over the dinner table, pouring over paperwork. He thinks he would be ill-suited to that, now, rusty as he is at the whole endeavor. ]
Nothing prevents us from incentivizing further accidents.
[ That is all he will contribute about the subject; whether or not they kill the ruler does not functionally matter. Someone else will rise up, and none of it will have any impact unless they manage to find Meteion. The petty concerns of rulership are beneath both of them, but the servants are not, for Viktor, and Emet-Selch cannot blame Viktor for being himself any more than he can blame the sun for shining. ]
I see. [ He mulls all of the new information while picking at his stew, unable to stop turning about in his head the way that Viktor had gone to the same place Aepeymetes used to go, with the stark difference of returning to himself much faster. And if they were to rejoin - there's no way to know that brevity would continue. Much as he wishes for them to have ever edge, every advantage available to them, Emet-Selch does not wish to see Viktor's hard work sacrificed to achieve it, not if they can manage another way. Mostly. ]
And what will you do with this weave? With her flowers?
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[ Viktor pauses to take a bite, chewing over the possibility of getting more embroiled here. It itches, ignoring the imbalance, the suffering, but getting tangled up in rebellion now would be foolish when annihilation sits just beyond every conflict on their star. The cat's cradle beneath his ribs twists and tightens, but his duty is now larger than the conflicts that used to take all his time. His limits seem to lie below him now, not above; Viktor cannot help but think of Venat, of Hydaelyn, tangled up in fate in much the same way.
His heart aches. But the people will be stronger for solving this themselves. Better not to grow reliant upon singular champions to settle disputes of rule. ]
Rendering aid to them where I can while you handle our other matters m-must be enough. [ And it almost soothes him, except- ] If the little shite continues to choose violence, though... [ Viktor arches a brow, shoulders bouncing. He does not finish the thought.
Instead, he watches Emet-Selch pick through his own meal and wonders at the weight upon his shoulders. Each of them has found a uniquely painful problem on this reflection. Darkly amusing, to think that they might have an easier time if they could trade tasks - it is not to be, though. They would not have these problems, were they not each exactly who they are. Little to do but try to offer comfort, to ease the weight, where he can.
Beneath the table, Viktor nudges his foot forward until the two of them are ankle to ankle. ]
Push myself further. Stabilize her soul and our other reflections. [ Hotly, he adds, ] Take what is m-mine. [ A moment later, though, Viktor's mouth flattens into a thin line, ears drooping as stares down at potatoes and carrots. His fire flags, gutters. ] 'Tis my h-hope, at least.
[ He must consider what exactly that means, but does not dwell quite long enough to let silence settle in between them. It feels ridiculous, talking magical suppositions to a man who likely had a hand in revealing much of what the people of his time know of magic. Viktor is no stranger to feeling like a fool, out of his element, but it is not nearly as easy to willingly embarrass himself when it offers no real benefit to anyone else. Explaining takes effort, scraping up the sort of courage he still uses so rarely. Unshuffling the scrapbook pieces of his mind, then laying them out for judgment is excruciating. But he does it. ]
Aepymetes talked of t-trading aether, like tying ribbons to trees. Markers. 'Twas a map of the star, of the people and places he loved. He used it to move, aye? To carry himself and his friends across Eitherys. I- I believe that spellwork can be built upon. If I c-connect with what has sprouted from my soul, if I make a strong weave of us, I think... I could use that magic to f-find. Find Meteion.
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If he continues to choose violence, there are plenty of cold stone stairs that would be dreadfully easy to trip down while using.
[ He is inclined to do it anyway, not out of any misguided urge to help the staff, though he is not opposed to the idea of it. Moreso that he simply mislikes anyone who is deeply tedious to work with, and the spoilt prince is very high up there. At least with Vauthry, he had a hand in his manifestation and he was exactly as designed. This one is cruel just because he can be, because no one larger than him has ever batted him down a few levels to teach him humility.
Far more interesting than the useless waste of breath is Viktor's plan, though. Emet-Selch works his way through the bread, soaking up the vast majority of the stew broth, a habit long since left over from when the stew fillings were few and far between, but the bread - or a rough approximation of it, could be made somewhat easily. ]
He did, aye. If that is the path forward, then I am to assume you would prefer to look over the spellwork for our veil, then?
[ Not that it is overly complex for someone who had studied for countless lifetimes, but for someone who hadn't... Then again, maybe he won't need to. Viktor seems to grasp concepts with the ability of an Unsundered grasping memories simply hidden, rather than gone altogether. Emet-Selch could not do spellwork simply by feel and impulse as easily as Viktor has managed to time and time again; it stands to reason he could do this again. ]
I would not dissuade you from it, but I would... urge caution. Especially given the scale. I would prefer not to find out what happens if you were to manage the equivalent of sewing your finger to the weave.
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It is probably best that they do have better things to do. Between the two of them, there is little they could not solve, could not change to suit what they both thought best for the star. The realization is somewhat sobering, but the dread it instills is tempered by the fact that such things won't matter if they don't settle the problems bigger than they are, first. Which starts with... toying with magic that neither of them understand entirely. Fantastic.
But, Viktor amends after spearing a potato. Isn't it? Fantastic? Hadn't there been a time before returning night to the First, before the end of the Dragonsong War, before Dalamud fell, when war had been a specter and want was not yet a dirty word and he, just a boy, desperate to understand the hum of everything that rang around him? Viktor's gaze swivels up to settle on Emet-Selch, and the strangest bubble of laughter spills out of him, little more than a hum at first with his cheeks still full of food. How absolutely absurd, that the man who had a hand in orchestrating near every event that would shape a curious child into a weapon, is the one who now coaxes that deeply buried desire back out of him. Who makes Viktor want again - want to learn, to grow beyond what he'd come to believe he was meant to be.
He chews. He swallows. He giggles for a few seconds more. ]
Apologies. Life is- 'tis funny. [ Viktor sits back in his chair, not quite tipping it onto two legs, but nearly. ] Aye. I will have care. Well familiar am I with getting a bit too... tangled up in aether - hopefully one or both of us will be able to stop me doing it again. I would like to see the make of our veil to start, but- 'twould be easiest for me to actually see it, I think. Rather than hear or read the th-theory. Can you... [ He hangs, gestures vaguely in the air. ] Can you lay it out? Perhaps, make a visible approximation o-or charts and diagrams?
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The laughter is more startling than it ought to be, perhaps. Emet-Selch looks up from soaking stew broth into the latest slice of bread, eyebrows climbing up to join his hairline. ]
Is it. [ For all that it is not uttered like a question, it is one. Would that he could read Viktor's mind and know what it was that was so amusing, but Viktor does not elaborate and Emet-Selch finds himself a new task to occupy his thoughts, mulling over Viktor's request. The short answer is no; the charts and diagrams he could whip out would be borderline incomprehensible to anyone who hadn't spent the better part of their life studying magic and he cannot imagine it would do more than confuse Viktor further.
The problem to be solved is an interesting enough one, though, and he's quiet for a few moments, chewing thoughtfully, barely tasting the meal as he considers the options as they are. He could attempt to simply explain it, bruteforcing his way through but that would not be a sufficient solution, he fears. Just as likely that they get annoyed with each other because Emet-Selch lacks the patience. Hythlodaeus would... Stars, what would he do, he was always better at this sort of thing.
Hythlodaeus would look at it as a fun little challenge, he thinks. One best solved by something physical, tangible. Glasses, maybe. An item one could wear that would simulate the same view, if dimmed. A passable solution, though something twists uncomfortably in Emet-Selch's chest, a disdain he can't quite shake about the idea of making light of something once so rare. Were he better, maybe he would find it satisfying to be able to share what so many regarded as a gift; as it is now, to do so would feel too much like a betrayal of what once was. ]
Any chart or diagram I could hope to lay out would be so incomprehensible it would be useless. [ No, they've an answer, and it sits between them, tangled in the both of their souls. ] A more...efficient solution would be to lift the veil and allow the use of my eyes, effectively.
[ That level of detail work is not something he has actively practiced, nor is it something he is certain he could successfully maintain, along with the barrier keeping the both of them apart. The magic is too new, and Viktor is too unpredictable. But given the alternative... ]
The veil I've placed between us exists to keep us both separate, safe from...comingling we do not wish to occur. To lift the veil to that extent - there is a chance, a small chance but one nonetheless, that I may not be able to fasten it down once again. Or that one or both of us, receives rather more than we intend to share, should you think to agree.
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And it would be a lie to say that seeing with Emet-Selch's eyes, glimpsing the flurry of his mind once again aren't deeply, almost embarrassingly thrilling prospects. ]
I cannot imagine a situation in which spellwork would fail you, Emet-Selch. That does not number among my concerns. If- if you are comfortable doing this, I want to. 'Twould certainly ease learning the spell's make for me. [ Viktor reaches out, but does not grasp Emet-Selch's hand. Instead, he settles his palm upon the table, close enough to be an invitation for contact, without outright asking. ] And as to the matter of shared m-minds...
[ Viktor's gaze searches the room, as though he might pinpoint the right order for his scattered thoughts in its darker corners. Were it someone else, were it a Scion or a Sharlayan scholar or one of the countless people in need of saving, he would simply put on his hero's smile and tell them not to worry, that everything will be fine.
Hades is none of those. Hades sees through his smiles, veil or no. ]
Trust me when I say, there is nothing in your past that would change my dedication to our duty. [ He breathes, a hesitation, unsure if the rest is worth saying. ] Nothing there that could change how I feel about you now. And I would not hold your own thoughts, your own feelings against you. Nor would I... hold you to the same for me. But, should something painful float between us as we work, it- it is worth trying to overcome together, aye?
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Ha. The flattery is noted, but not needed. [ There is no humor to the dry little ha that escapes from him, but it is without an onze of bitterness or mockery. Typically, when someone utterly incapable of magic on the same scale makes an insinuation that Emet-Selch can or cannot manage a piece of spellwork, he barely notices, their opinion barely worth listening to let alone cataloging and considering. Viktor is, as always, the exception. More than that, while Emet-Selch does not think he would be able to build an entire city as a recreation, to manage the building blocks themselves - the buildings, the component materials - Emet-Selch thinks Viktor very well could with minimal fuss. It stands to reason there would be others on the Source who were capable of the same, were there a teacher for them. The thought sits heavy in his stomach, not quite dreadful, not quite exciting, but an uncertain, unceremonious mix of both. ]
I would prefer a night or two to prepare. I am...relatively certain I can adjust the spellwork as we need, but would feel better about the process were I to have sufficient time to plan for - [ For what generally seems to happen to the best laid plans when they involve both of them - something going awry. ] - contingencies.
[ Viktor's reassurance are kind, but unnecessary. There is precious little that lurks within Emet-Selch's mind that he would not care for Viktor to be privy to. His past actions are laid out in lurid detail in countless books and hushed stories, and while they missed some detail, most were accurate enough. Why he is so reticent to perform this, even he isn't certain of. The fear is not that Viktor will look in the tangled mess of his head and find something so abhorrent he leaves; he's too practical, too focused on the world to let that stop him even if he did find something too hideous to consider.
The issue, Emet-Selch thinks, gingerly reaching across the table to draw fingers along Viktor's palm, tracing the lines of his hand like leylines in a bit of spellwork, the issue is simple closeness. Letting someone in, when he has spent thousands of years layering countless protective shells between him and the fragmented mess of the world. He doesn't know if he even recalls how to. ]
You will not...dig. If we were to. There will be precise boundaries set into place, and I expect nary a toe to so much as ilm toward those boundaries. For your sake and mine.
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Emet-Selch's fingers dip into the divots that hold no secrets of fate. There is nothing there to read, Viktor knows, no meaning to be found as Hades traces the curve of his heart line, but he still must fight the urge to shiver at the light brush of contact. He bends his knuckles up, letting his own fingertips meet Hades's palm, and exhales a soft huff of laughter, little more than air through the nose. ]
S-someone must brag about you from time to time, if you will not do so for yourself. [ His head bobbles up and down, quiet agreement. ] You've much on your plate. Take all the time you need to prepare. I- I appreciate this.
[ But Emet-Selch then answers his question with command. Viktor's ears ease back, expression stilling. He stares at their hands - an easy, uncomplicated point of focus. This is necessity. Work that needs must be done if they are to take their fight to the far reaches of the void, to mitigate the damage done to their star. Other emotions need not play into it. ]
I won't. [ Despite his best efforts, trying to sound neutral, a hint of strain frays the edges of his words. Foolishness. ] I imagine the spell will take most of my attention, and even if it did not- [ His gaze flicks up, a stolen glance at Emet-Selch's face. ] -I would not pry.
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I would brag about myself and my particularly clever endeavors if anyone besides you would understand the scale and scope, let alone why they were impressive or clever.
[ Not so much a complaint as it is a weary observation. Viktor's reassurance prompts him to tilt his head, watching Viktor's wayward gaze drift about, sneaking a look at Emet-Selch. ]
I do not expect you to pry, but neither do I expect either of us to...effectively guide the magic, untested as it is. 'Tis less a matter of guiding and more a matter of...swimming against the current should said current attempt to drag you under.
[ If he's being honest, he hates the idea of flaying himself open, allowing anyone - even Viktor, maybe especially Viktor, the ability to look at the softest parts of himself. The ability to see souls hadn't always been a deeply personal ability - a rare one certainly, but ultimately unexciting given aught else he could do. Now, it is long past novelty and into something else entirely, and that, combined with the memories attached- he will do what is necessary. Even if he is not thrilled about it. ]
'Tis a warning to myself as much as you.
[ Of the two of them, Emet-Selch knows he cannot be considered less emotional, even if he masks it better. ]
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Aye, and have you actually tried b-bragging? Mayhap to Beq Lugg? Oh, or Hancock. [ Their little home in the Crystarium is full of frighteningly brilliant minds, Viktor knows. ] You are not... an emperor, a legatus, a courtier anymore. When you spoke before, aye, the people listened. But authority m-muddles the message. You are just Emet-Selch, the sorcerer, a fellow survivor, now. [ Viktor knocks his head to the side, into his shoulder, ears flopping. ] Mayhap it is worth another t-try?
[ His smile settles when Emet-Selch explains himself. Viktor cards the hand not presently being traced and toyed with through his hair. It seems to Viktor that everything they do is untested, unknown, unsafe. The people of the star have been mapping new territory since Elidibus was toppled and history's three guiding hands were finally eliminated.
This is his chance. To be more than an errand boy for those with bigger, better ideas. To connect to what he was and claim full rights to his own soul. To never, never again deprive a reflection of his soul of their right to thrive. He will take it. Fearlessly. ]
A warning heard and heeded. [ With a shift of his hand, Viktor closes his fingers around Emet-Selch's palm. ] But I am not worried. Not if this is a step on the path to Meteion. T-to... becoming more me, without losing them. I... want this, and so, strong currents, gale winds, or soaring mountain peaks, it matters not. I will swim, I will walk, I will climb. And should you find yourself dragged under, I will fetch you, and bring you with me.
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I promise, I will live without anyone to lord my superior intellect over. [ Dry as Thanalan's deserts. Emet-Selch takes the offer of kindness for what it is, though, letting Viktor grasp his hand, not even saying anything when Viktor puts his hand in his hair despite using it to rip hunks of bread off. Irritatingly, he just finds himself horrifically fond of Viktor, perhaps especially so in that moment. ] Is your intent to summon them to assist us in our hunt for her? Those...versions of your soul you do not wish to subsume.
[ He tries, to the best of his ability, not to put any expectation or weight into the question. It is in fact raw curiosity - while they would not be whole, they would be similar enough, would be possessed of the power and ability to try and take action that others would not be able to. How many of those shards yet live is the question. How many would follow if they knew the truth about Emet-Selch is the other. ]
I assure you, I am perfectly adept at keeping my head above water. [ Mostly. Even if it doesn't feel like it sometimes. Emet-Selch idly drags his thumb back and forth over Viktor's knuckles, going back to his stew with single-minded determination before it cools to an unpleasant, coagulated state. Against his ankle, Viktor's own rests, as warm and reassuring as the rest of him, even when Emet-Selch doesn't deserve it. ] When would you wish to make this attempt?
your bf just wants to turn himself into a quantum computer emet-selch nbd
[ Each one of them would heed the call, he knows. Each would readily sacrifice themself to save their reflection, their star. And that is the last thing Viktor wants. Seeds, carried to distant soils, settled and sprouted into beautiful blooms all their own - they deserve better. Too many shards have already been spent to shape the soul of Azem into Viktor. Viktor is not sure he could find the same kindness for himself, but he can manage it, for them. ]
I would leave each of them where they are.
[ He trails off, fetches his fork, and helps himself to a hunk of meat, gaze going unfocused as does the mental math necessary to explain his ideas. ]
That first summoning spell, it relied on the fact that aether wishes to return to that from which it was separated. Remind it with a tug, and it will snap back to place. I've felt this, in using Azem's crystal. [ The fork, again, becomes a baton. ] The pull, the thrum, the snap. 'Tis the thrum I am most interested in, the moment of resonance before movement. The feeling- it is exactly like the moment I touched his- my- our mask... for the first time... again. It is my echo. And I know my echo.
[ Viktor angles his head, like a more solid idea might fall out of his ear. ]
If I can grasp that thrum, stretch it, and resonate with my reflections, 'tis my belief it would make a web of our power, our knowledge. [ And perhaps Aepymetes's memories. Viktor does not mention that. ] With the weight of it spread and shared, I could harness it properly. Search beyond the bounds of our star. Meteion is of Hermes. She is of Eitherys. I need but seek that missing piece of our home in the dark.
[ It feels insane when he says it out loud. Dream-like. But so too does it feel like knowledge etched into his barely seamed soul. And perhaps it was, in part. A note scrawled once long ago, a lead with no follow, 'til he had the means, the desire, to take it. Viktor does not notice how little his words catch and trip him in his explaining. ]
I would attempt it as soon as possible, but more pressing... [ Viktor's attention comes to focus on Emet-Selch once again. He'd said to leave it until tomorrow, but it troubles him, Viktor can tell. And so, it troubles Viktor, as well. ] You've children with no teacher and the threads of Creation at their fingertips. That seems the more urgent matter.
[ Viktor hangs, mouth still open. There is more to say. Emet-Selch still thinks himself a monolith, like his phantom Amaurot, standing apart, alone; all that is left of a lost time, enduring, unsullied by this new world. But not even Amaurotine stone could weather the weight of despair, not divided, not alone. ]
And you are allowed to need, you know. Whether it's- [ He snickers. ] -someone to understand the scope and scale of your achievements or...
[ Viktor picks through his stew, selects a chunk of meat, and pops it in his mouth - surprisingly high quality, given the lordling's penchant for keeping all for himself. It does not occur to Viktor that Emet-Selch might've adjusted what was served to them. ]
Someone to paddle for you when your arms are tired.
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The decision is not, cannot be his, though. It is Viktor's and Viktor - Emet-Selch finds himself wholly distracted from the last bit of his meal pooled at the bottom of the bowl, eyes drawn to Viktor like a moth to flame. For all that Viktor seems uncertain about the path forward, when he begins explaining, none of that carries over. He speaks as if he's attended Anyder, as if he's been doing this for hundreds of years rather than a paltry handful.
For a moment, Emet-Selch thinks, it is the closest to home he has ever felt in thousands of years. I love listening to you talk about this. I love you, Emet-Selch thinks with quiet revelation, the thought surprising him each and every time it occurs. He hadn't thought such a thing possible, and yet every so often, Viktor reminds him that it is, impossibly. ]
Keep your fussing over me to a minimum, if you would. We've plenty of real issues to worry about without catering to my - [ A pause, the faintest twitch of his lips. ] Tired arms. Or pride. They will discover the body tomorrow, and while I do not imagine the sting will have wholly faded, in a few days we ought to make our way there and...introduce ourselves. It would, I think, be worthwhile for you to come along.
[ Emet-Selch can manipulate as well as make peace if needed, but he does not remember how to manage Viktor's ability to speak to people at their level, in the way they need, kindly, effectively. Without searching for an angle, or soft, fleshy spot to exploit. To talk to them as they are, not how they were, with thousands of years of expectations laid upon them. ]
Your shard may also have wisdom on how to sort them out. It would behoove us to speak to them first.
[ Two birds with one stone. Already, he's mulling over what sort of lesson to teach in the morning and what items would act in a fashion similar enough to Viktor's description. Something old, made of component parts that wish to be together because their aether knows no other way. A rock, perhaps; while unexciting, it would serve the purpose of very old. A tree, mayhap, if they can find one old enough. He'll mull over it tonight, maybe. For now, he finishes off his stew and steals his hand back with a final stroke of his thumb across Viktor's knuckles. ]
You wished to snoop about where we ought not be tonight, aye?
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Except Viktor's learning, finding subtler cues in shifts of attention, in pauses and absences, in minute changes to the set of his brow and those lantern eyes. And most tellingly, in the veil set between them, emotion muffled like a conversation the next room over - too faint to be clear, but felt, none the less.
Emet-Selch looks at him. Emet-Selch often looks at him. But this time, there is such light in him, in his eyes. Viktor cannot help but think of a house, sat abandoned, having its hearth lit and tended for the first time in ages, made into a home. A second later, Viktor realizes - really realizes - that he, himself, is the cause. His suppositions, his theories, not just politely considered before moving on, but perking bright interest.
He is not sure what to do about that, except smile, and so he does, a sweet, unselfconscious grin. ]
I'll keep my fussing over you mostly to m-myself, then.
[ It is not lost on him, either, that Emet-Selch has chosen a more peaceful tack. Not merely sparing these children, but engaging them with the intent to help. Viktor's heart does something very silly, but it does not surprise him this time when it does.
He smiles down into his stew as he finishes eating, enjoying the way the warmth still lingers on his skin, even after Emet-Selch has taken his hand back. When he finally glances up from his plate, it is with unhidden fondness. ]
A few days to study the veil, a visit to the Sea, and then we found your first school of arcane science, mm?
[ Viktor pushes himself away from the table, clears the dishes with a lazy flick of his fingers, then claps his hands together. A proper adventure, finally. Excitement sets his eyes to sparkling. ]
It's about time we got up to something f-fun. Shall we have a proper sneak, or will you be using magic to f-facilitate?
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He's content to pick at bread until Viktor finishes, only to find the next sentence makes his fingers nearly slip on the bread. Embarrassing. A school? Emet-Selch knows Viktor is quite mad for doing half of what he does, but suggesting a school is--
Well. Once the initial, knee-jerk you must be joking fades and Emet-Selch gives it due consideration, he finds it is not, in fact, a horrific idea if one removes the obvious issues. There is no one else - quite literally, with the same broad experience he has in so many fields. There is no one else, save for the dragons, mayhap, that knows magic of all types the way he does. There is no one else who has dedicated several lifetimes to the pursuit of knowing and understanding that magic. Because the shards couldn't help to harness even a fraction of what they once could, he'd justified it with, but was Viktor not proof that was incorrect? Was Viktor not clear evidence that given time (and rejoining) one could scratch the surface of what once was possible?
Viktor is speaking to him, again, cheerful and intent and Emet-Selch has to wrest himself out of the spiral of too many thoughts, forcibly looking at him, making himself listen rather than get trapped in his head. ]
I'd rather not risk being caught and I've no desire to creep about like a common thief. We shall be invisible, though that invisibility will have no effect on sound. Have a care where you place your feet whilst we walk.
[ He is, annoyingly, speaking from long, old experience of vanishing and spying and then smacking his foot against a desk, the noise, and his swear making it obvious he was creeping about in the old Emet-Selch's offices, attempting to get after-bells reading in. Vexing, what the mind decided was worth keeping, when there was so much he wished had been maintained. ]
When you are ready.
[ It is effortless to snap and make alternate versions of them appear, ghosting through their routine in the main area. From afar - if someone were to peer inside the window, or attempt to knock and grab their attention, they would answer, and speak a rote series of responses when asked. None in the castle would have a high enough understanding of magic to know they were false, unless they attempted to attack them. After a moment of consideration, Emet-Selch feeds a bit more aether into them, makes them a little more real, just in case. The false Emet-Selch sweeps off to make tea, and Emet-Selch himself turns, magic humming at his fingertips, ready to make them both invisible. ]
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Oh, very well. [ Viktor makes a show of sounding put out, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't welcome the reprieve from potentially being stopped every ten fulms to help someone with something.
He rises and fetches his robe, stopping to watch with plain wonder as a second him manifests, tucks in near the fire and produces an embroidery hoop to work on. It is distractingly strange, seeing two Hadeses, a second himself, but eventually Viktor puts his attention back on his robe.
Emet-Selch urges silence, and so Viktor turns the thing 'round in his hand. ]
Do they think? [ He asks as he examines his coat. Like picking fuzz, he touches and tugs at it, moving aetheric threads and turning any metal bits that might make noise into softer embroidered embellishments. Then he pulls the robe on, fastens and smooths it down, and cinches any bits he deems too flowy, sleeves that might get caught, an excessively long sash.
He cannot help but crane his neck to try and get a better look at the new silhouette. The end result is far sleeker than his usual garb, but not bad, all things considered. He tips his attention back to Emet-Selch with a grin, dodging the false copy as he makes his way toward the exit.
He wonders if being invisible feels different. ]
Ready. Or sh-shall I do the same for you?
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[ A sniff. He's got no interest in being waylaid when they have useful tasks to attend to, but he doesn't begrudge Viktor for the desire, even if that desire is not necessarily shared. ]
Do wh- [ The question is so out of the blue that Emet-Selch is jarred from his thoughts as effectively as if Viktor'd smacked him on the back of the head. Ah. Hythlodaeus. Of course. Emet-Selch can't blame him for asking, and glances over the two figures, lingering. ]
No. I was intentional about ensuring that could not happen again.
[ Hythlodaeus would find it terribly amusing for him to have done such a thing again, but Emet-Selch was careful. He had already erred once, and the idea of creating them after already doing that to Hythlodaeus - no. He skims through the magical makeup of both of them just to be certain, but there is nothing out of the ordinary. There was, he thinks wryly, nothing out of the ordinary with the shade of Hythlodaeus, either, but he also could not bear to look at him for periods longer than a few moments. ]
They are - for lack of a better word - programmed to act as we do. A set routine, and then retiring to bed. Were they attacked, they would manage a passable effort before ultimately expiring. They would be able to tell us who made the attempt, though.
[ So long as Emet-Selch recognizes the face that they show, anyway. He glances over to Viktor once satisfied his manifestations aren't about to accidentally gain sentience when he looks away, and then looks at Viktor, the curve of his waist, the spread of his shoulders in the robes, and swallows. The magic that settles over them prickles, like a faint cloth tossed over their heads. Emet-Selch can see through the veil to the changes Viktor's made, but the moment the enchantment falls Emet-Selch is relatively certain he goes invisible as well as Viktor, to Viktor's own eyes. ]
I've had practice in snooping about while invisible. If you are satisfied, we may leave.
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Bed together, eh? [ A faint grin. ] 'Tis quite the useful spell. [ Mumbled, filling a silence while he thinks. Not the time now, but later, he will ask about the dream thing Emet-Selch bottled up. Can it think? Could it be planted in Amaurot, cultivated into something more, something that would be whole enough for Hythlodaeus, so that he is not alone? Would it be welcome? Could the two of them figure a way to do more than that, still? Or does such thinking cross over into the sort of Wrong that stokes angry fire?
A difficult conversation. For later. For now, Viktor settles on: ] Do not let me learn it or you will never know when I am actually at-t-tending those logistics meetings in the Crystarium again.
[ And then, they're both gone. It is disorienting, watching the real Emet-Selch fade to nothing and being left with a base simulacrum. Viktor stares a moment longer, like he might glimpse some truth about the real man if he can spot some oddity in his copy, but the false Hades simply sees to his tea, entirely normal.
Invisibility feels near exactly as Viktor had expected, light as damp air on a late spring night, faintly fizzling against his skin, making him perpetually aware of its presence. ]
It's like starlight. [ Viktor says of the magic, a touch of wonder in his voice. On instinct, he reaches out for where he thinks Emet-Selch's hand still lingers - where he can feel his presence. ] I assume your s-sight means I am still visible to you. C'mon then.
[ Whether or not he manages the brush of fingertips he seeks, he turns, opens the door, and slips out into the chilly fortress. Viktor trusts that Emet-Selch will follow as he slinks light-footed down the hall, hugging walls as he turns corners, mindful of the few people still out wandering, but not so overly cautious as to slow them down. He is, plainly, practiced at sneaking - good to know he hasn't gotten rusty in the years since necessarily transforming from shadow to beacon.
Few true obstacles stand in their way. The closest thing they arrive at to trouble is Viktor needing to stop himself from giggling over a guard so disengaged from his station that he sits hunched over a romance novel, reading by candle light. With minimal fuss Viktor navigates to the inner courtyard, bringing Emet-Selch to the root cellar with the confidence of someone who has lived and worked here for years.
Annoyingly low ceiling aside, it's not unpleasant beneath the castle. Cold, but not too cold, and well kept, smelling only of earth. Viktor turns this way and that, orienting himself, and then makes his way to the sparsely stocked shelf that he is near positive hides a passageway. ]
'Tis beyond here, I think. The way down.
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Given the chance, the one exception he can think of is the shade of Hythlodaeus. He had not intended cruelty in its creation, had not intended anything other than set dressing, and yet, he had been cruel, undeniably. He continues to be cruel by not grasping both hands into the illusion of Amaurot, rending it in twain.
If he were willing to be truthful, he'd know he couldn't. Being somewhat responsible for her fall weighed heavily enough; he doesn't have the wherewithal in him to destroy Amaurot again and absolutely could not muster up the ability to knowingly destroy Hythlodaeus, even if the real one sits in the aetherial sea. Neither would he ask Viktor to get his hands dirty with work Emet-Selch is too weak to manage. Too weak to kill Hythlodaeus, just cruel enough to make him linger in a half-existence because of his cowardice. ]
Useful enough, aye.
[ A distracted answer, idly thinking about all the times he'd used that spell as Solus especially, eager to escape prying eyes and have time alone to himself. Viktor, as ever, drags him from the past into the present, intentionally or not. A second, then he processes Viktor's other statement and manages a wan smile that Viktor cannot see, but may hear. ]
Why do you think I haven't taught you either? You're already a menace.
[ It does, he supposes, feel like starlight. He'd activated the spell thoughtlessly, not bothering to think or feel anything about it but forgotten that with all of this new to Viktor, to have the spell cast would not be a normal, rote part of one's day. He lingers. Lets Viktor grasp at him and makes sure he misses the first attempt, then gently corrects him, sliding his fingers along Viktor's forearm, down until their fingers twine loosely. ]
Of course. Wouldn't want to lose track of you.
[ He does, of course, toss a silence charm about the two of them just to be safe. It won't do anything if one of them does stub their toe, but it muffles the whisper of robes or the grind of boots on stone, and allows them to slip silently through the fortress. Better still, following Viktor lets Emet-Selch indulge in simply looking at him, admiring the silhouette of him from behind greedily, knowing he won't be caught doing anything as embarrassing as gazing.
Emet-Selch ducks to enter after Viktor, nose wrinkling. He hates cellars. Dark, dank little places they've no business being in when there's a perfectly warm, servicable bed awaiting them. With a particularly put-out little sigh he studies the shelf enough to memorize its rough make and then Emet-Selch obliterates the shelf with a snap and reassembles it out of the way, revealing Viktor was correct. A second passageway sits, cobwebbed, darker, danker, colder. Emet-Selch thinks again, longingly, of bed, and nudges Viktor's back. ]
Onward, then, brave adventurer.
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Though chilled and tired after a long day, Viktor thinks not of heavy blankets or soft beds. Warming enough, the promise of adventure — real adventure, and not merely another necessary chore in dire need of doing to stave off the end of the world — had on a hunch, and taken not alone, but with one much beloved. Hades does not seem to share in his excitement. Later, once they've solved the mystery of this passage, Viktor will find a way to make it up to him.
With the shelf out of the way, Viktor paces deeper into the dark, catching cobwebs between his ears and swiping them away with a grumble. Before long the narrow passage widens, what little sound there is echoing deep. ]
Well. I'll need another b-bath after this. You? [ He's only half joking, but clamoring back into that oversized tub for a soak together does sound like a fine prize at the end of this excursion.
He keeps close to the wall as he moves, eventually pressing a palm to the packed earth walls and dragging fingers over the surface. Tiles. He feels tiles. ]
This calls to mind Gelmorran ruins. [ Viktor stops, calls light to his fingertips to get a closer look at what he's discovered. Glossy, black, etched with swirls — and then, out of the corner of his eye, further in the dark, something glints as it moves, many legs skittering further back into the dark.
Viktor peers back, where he knows Hades is, but cannot see. ] Extremely like Gelmorran ruins.
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[ Now that there's no one to hear them, his complaints continue, echoing faintly in the stone halls as Emet-Selch picks his way down the stairs carefully, grimacing when he steps in something wet. What would have business being wet down here? Eugh. ]
At least one. You're mistaken if you think either of us are getting within a yalm of bed while we're- [ Oh, well. Gelmorran ruins are at least somewhat interesting. He strains to recall what, or who used to inhabit this place before the obnoxious princeling and then more pressingly, tries to recall if there are any elementals they might need to contend with. Probably not? They tended to (wisely) give him and others a wide berth, after a few encounters which ended terrifically poorly for them. Elidibus had been borderline distraught afterward; Lahabrea had absconded with one of them in the aftermath and Emet-Selch was never certain if Elidibus was aware or not. ]
You will not be overly cross with me if I simply eradicate whatever might be lurking down here, will you?
[ He has no desire to actually fight and he's relatively certain there's going to be some manner of unpleasant beastie down here. So long as it's not a person, or something or someone sentient, well, he thinks Viktor ought not have too much to protest about. Squinting into the dim lighting Viktor provides, he tries to spot any sort of torches and, upon finding none right away, impatiently opts to simply make them, a half-dozen ghostly, glowing green lights illuminating a path forward from where Viktor stands. Something skitters, loud enough he can hear it, and Emet-Selch sighs again, weary. He has cobwebs in his hair, he can feel it.]
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[ His ears twitch, one tilting to track the sound of that something in the dark, seeking more. A second later, green light flares to life down the corridor and he turns to take in the newly illuminated path with a laugh. ]
Will I be cross?
[ Though he has no cane, no axe at his back, Viktor is hardly unarmed. He could call for Ingrimm, he knows, can picture the gnarled branch leaned in a corner of their quarters. But that hardly feels necessary down here. Instead he crouches to retrieve the dagger tucked into his boot, scanning the flickering green light for signs of unnatural movement.
He spots something, a glint of a carapace, a glimpse of something large clung to the ceiling.
What waits down here? Only vilekin? Undead? Another wretchedly arrogant necromancer, perhaps? He is, he must admit, excited to find out. Excited to delve into the dark in a way he has not been in a long, long time. ]
Emet-Selch... [ An audible grin, an incredulous arch of one brow ] You must reach them first to eradicate them. We'll talk of whether I'll be cross a-after.
[ He punctuates his words with a flick of the wrist. The dagger flashes, flies, and a second later, embeds itself with a crunch in the nasty creature stuck to the ceiling down the hall. It screeches and falls, and Viktor bounds after it, a hound scenting its hunt. ]
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[ Whatever it is that lurks down here sounds as if it has more legs than it ought to. Hythlodaeus and his pity approvals; now, more than ever Emet-Selch is certain other are some creatures that should not have seen the light of day whatsoever. Two legs - four, maximum, are perfectly serviceable. ]
Yes, I would hate to take you out for enrichment and then deprive you of it.
[ It is, he admits, good to see Viktor so easily excited. To see him without the shroud of expectation and duty, as he actually is, how he would be, potentially, without Hydaelyn's corrupting touch. Freed from the need to be performative, to re-earn a mantle he's earned in blood, sweat, and death countless times over. ]
I would rather know now so if I snap them away, you are not - [ Oh, there he goes. Emet-Selch rolls his eyes to the ceiling, a wretched mix of weary and fond, and strides after him with a far more relaxed pace. ]
You had best be throwing daggers only; otherwise, I will make you rinse before entering the bath. The last thing I want is entrails floating amongst the salts.
[ A pause, to pull a face, lip curled in disgust at the too-many-legged creature skittering with Viktor trotting after it. He ought to let Viktor have his fun, but the idea of him covered in gore is not appealing and so the moment he's close enough, he snaps the creature out of existence here, and drops it and Viktor's embedded dagger somewhere else entirely. He has all of a moment to be smug before he sees a flicker of movement and several others bleed out from the shadows, all skittering legs and shiny carapaces. Emet-Selch sighs heavily, and summons a small bundle of daggers for Viktor, smacking them against his chest. In the tone of someone who knows he's lost an argument, and with a weary, lazy little wave of his hand, ]
Well. Have at it then.
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[ This hypothesis, of course, hinges on the incredibly subjective meaning of "good adventure" and the preferences of the man defining it. A man who still looks back on his first trek into the Aurum Vale with fondness - who wants for nothing more than to delve into places rarely seen to have his mettle tested, to forge stronger bonds with those dragged into danger beside him.
Viktor skids to a stop when the vilekin disappears, disappointment dragging his ears down. He scoffs and turns. ] You speak of depriving me of enrichment and in the very next breath! Honestly. [ Not cross exactly, but certainly the sort of heatlessly fussy he hasn't had the time or luxury of being since Fandaniel erected the first of his hellish towers on the Source. He juts a finger toward the space where the arachnid used to be. ] That one still counts as my k-kill.
[ Emet-Selch presses knives into his hands, and Viktor laughs. ] Come now, d'you really think I'd get viscera on these robes? [ He would. Besides the point. He juggles the bundle of knives to his right arm, unbothered by the scurry of too many legs coming closer. ] You'll just be s-snapping them away, then? [ Viktor takes a single knife in hand. Channels aether into the blade until it's near impossible to look at straight on, brightening the passageway enough to illuminate the mob of creatures rushing forward. ] Tsk. tsk. Hardly s-sporting.
[ He flings the blade hard as he can, grinning when it slices into the encroaching mob of creatures. Like pulling a string, Viktor tugs his fingers back and turns, shielding his eyes from the gross incandescence that explodes behind him. What isn't shattered by the tear of Light through the air is stunned to stillness by the magical shockwave.
Viktor gives his head a shake. ]
This is your fault, you know. You could've cultivated a sh-shard where all they did was opera or epic p-poetry. Fewer spider-ridden p-passages, then. And we could be doing some thing you l-like.
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There are plenty more wretched little beasties for you to play target practice with, quit whining.
[ Viktor's question, with its obvious answer of yes, you would goes unanswered save for a squinted, incredulous little look Viktor cannot even see, and a sigh, drowned out by the thwoom of magic. ]
Who's to say I didn't? Maybe it was terribly boring and so we never attempted it again. [ Emet-Selch peers over Viktor's shoulder at the damage wrought and hms, this time appreciative. Not even a bit of viscera on Viktor's robes, lovely. He amends that thought near as quick as he has it, not trusting Viktor not to go rooting about with bare hands that he would very much like to touch him later tonight while they're in bed. ]
Please tell me you don't intend to loot any corpses left over.
lmao for some reason it replied as a whole new top level??
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forgot the rest of the caps UGHHH
this is so long sobdhshhsh
FOOD FOR ME THO also sorry viktor you're dating a dick
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